-Starlit Exposed-
Preface
This is an exposé on Nia. Nia is Starlit/Xxtarlit/ghoooostie/Ayana/黒光☆. This document is
made up of multiple people's encounters and experiences on Nia, as well as the people
surrounding her. Some would like to stay anonymous for safety reasons as the people
involved in this have proven to be harmful and will go after others if provoked; And some
screenshots on this doc will have blurred out names in order to keep their identities secure.
This exposé contains images of fascist aesthetics and organisations, blood and self-harming,
slurs, and more; so please read at your own risk.
Order of the Nine Angles, the Tempel ov Blood, and
Fascism
This section is going to be really long and probably the most important which is why it’s first.
Considering info on how the O9A is a Neo-Nazi cult is widely available online, this shouldn’t
fleshed out much. If there’s any doubt that any of this is true just take a look at the O9A’s
own texts; perhaps the Nexion Zines pique your interest (particularly 1.0)? Or maybe the
founder, David Myatt’s, own writings?(It is aggressively obvious that Anton Long is just David Myatt
by the way. Everyone “in” the O9A knows it's him too, so don’t fight that.) One could argue that “the O9A
only became Fascist after the FBI takeover to stop people from taking their rightful sinister
power” but that is such obvious bullshit that it isn’t worth writing about right now; it’s
bullshit because even the people who say that are fucking schizo Nazis on Discord natsoc
gore servers. It also doesn’t matter much that the O9A doesn’t associate itself with the ToB,
since they both exist simultaneously in most spaces, and both are connected to the
Atomwaffen Division, and the ToB spawned from the O9A initially; the only difference
between the O9A and ToB is that ToB members are 10x more crazy and pedophillic.
Originally we were going to add a bunch of pictures to flesh out our point that the O9A and
ToB are National-Socialist organisations, but the texts mostly suffice and this handy link here
to more info should be fine. Next, though, how does this relate to Nia? Firstly, her server
emotes; a transgender variant of the O9A’s symbol//sigil (which is called the Septenary Star or
something?), a transgender variant of the O9A’s Satan//Satanas sigil, and the plain red version
of the ToB’s symbol//sigil (which also doubles as the sigil of Choronzon, apparently) all
appear in her own server list.
In addition to this, her boyfriend Kuro appears to be in some O9A and ToB servers which
also have similar emotes, namely this trans version of the ToB sigil.
We’ll get to her boyfriend in a later section, and also
talk about why that last message was kinda weird, but
moving on…
Here is Vesna (a member who got banned who we’ll
discuss about after this), Kuro/闇の王子 (Nia’s bf), and
Nia talking about the O9A “not being natsoc”(there are some other people talking who aren’t really
related to the conversation at hand but we’re keeping it there for full clarity):
Now, the part that makes this particularly ironic is the fact that Vesna got banned for being
racist. Vesna, the person saying that the O9A isn’t racist, was being racist. One user who
would like to stay anonymous went through a few of those servers we cited earlier to find
some more info on how O9A groups operate modernly and they found our guy here. They
sent all these to Nia (Noted at the time when they believed that Nia would listen to them):
This is a very small amount of everything they saw there, everything they saw there including
lots and lots of ISIS execution videos and the like. They had also sent Nia multiple photos
which she didn’t say anything about.
Before our anonymous friend got into learning about the O9A and soon after they became
slightly active in her server, the ToB 333 sigil was added or it was beginning to get used,
they’re unsure of which. They were given Liber 333 as an answer to who Choronzon was and
why their sigil and name were 333:
Liber 333 is a collection of ToB member and associate writings; this is some of what is
written in Liber 333.
Obviously even when Vesna, Kuro, and Nia try to say that the O9A is not Fascist, it is
Fascist. Kuro is probably the worst example of Fascistic behaviour, and it's all telling that he
is Nia’s boyfriend. I’ll start lighter; this picture I showed earlier ( ) is part of
a conversation:
This is worth mentioning since Gematria is a Jewish (as far as we can tell) invention. It
comes from taking the Hebrew letters and converting them to numbers to create a numeric
representation of a word. It personally feels incredibly odd to post a Neo-Nazi symbol in
response to a Semetic creation, but we could be overthinking it. Continuing on; another
anonymous friend as well as Kuro and Vesna had a conversation which shows Kuro’s
Fascistic tendencies:
Que time for Vesna to become a whippets-addicted Nazi Schizo:
This conversation continued in Kuro and the anonymous user’s DMs, where Kuro insists that
the Siege Mask is the same as the COD Ghosts skull mask (at this time anon was not aware of the
O9A or it’s status as a National-Socialist org):
As if reading comprehension wasn’t hard enough, it seems Kuro can’t tell the difference
between a skull and a siege mask.
This section is gonna be a little miscellaneous but it’s a collection of people (mostly Kuro and
Vesna) posting weird Nazi and O9A stuff:
Kuro’s response:
Who could’ve guessed Kuro likes NSBM
MAGA hat and O9A book.
Issue here isn’t in the Sun Wheel itself, but in its Sonnenrad form. The Sonnenrad is a
specifically Nazi invention, while its Merovingian origins (or supposed Nordic Pagan origins,
according to Neo-Nazis) are not. Using this version is just extremely suspicious and weird;
even the Kolovrat is a lot better. (I don’t know where the image Nia posted is from btw):
N-Word Usage
There is a consistent usage of the N-Slur by non-black people in Nia’s server. Our previous
anonymous friend wrote a complaint to Nia awhile back. Note that they wrote this while still
hopeful Nia may not be aware of what the O9A actually is or anything like that:
They fell into the trap of believing what she’d said, that she may actually do something, but
she has barely done anything. The only person who we’ve seen get banned for using the
N-Slur have been Vesna and ルシ aka yourfuckingend//yourfvkingend aka Dekoro, who only
got banned because one person who’s actually black IRL (First one in the screenshot) called
them out and made it a server issue:
Note Kuro jokingly saying “im black”.
At this point Dekoro was banned and the bot got wiped so it wouldn’t start saying slurs.
Though it should also be noted that after other situations prior to one above regarding
Vesna/Dekoro had him harass a few users who called out on him on his many alt accounts,
note the name Vesania being of course close to Vesna:
Kuro has also said the N-Slur:
KHAOS//KL1N9Y:
I think a lot of the evidence of people saying the N-Slur has been wiped from the server; there
was evidence of others saying it previously but a lot of that seems gone now, so just believe
whoever you want I suppose.
Self-Harm Glorification [BLOOD WARNING]
This is where the blood and gore is, so don’t read here if you’re sensitive to that. Some
screenshots will include the user before who’s kindly given us all this information and
following was a discussion I had with them regarding Nia.
“A large part of this is going to have to be my word sorry; many of the pictures are gone off
the internet now due to them breaking guidelines and I lost access to a channel I’ll talk about
soon which had all of this in it. I met Nia in her server and she liked the art and music I did,
which prompted us to become friends on Discord and began to talk. The day after we began
talking I received this”:
“At this point I really wasn’t sure what to do; I was already trying to be calm considering I
was talking to someone I really looked up to, and seeing this was extremely odd. That is a lot
of blood, and that’s a lot of cuts. I admit, yeah, I should’ve just stopped here; I don’t know
why I didn’t stop talking to her here”.
“I just tried to pretend like it was normal basically, which was wrong.
This sight is pretty common in Nia’s server; that is, it’s common if you have access to Hell”.
“Hell is a channel which is only accessible with the REDLIXXXGHTS role,
REDLIXXXGHTS being Nia’s collective of musicians, friends, and HEXD artists. The
whole channel is basically full of gore, both drawn and real. The real thing is most sickening
to me and I don’t think people should cut themselves up like that obviously. Self-harm is
really encouraged there, and I wish I had the screenshots and evidence to support that right
now”.
But it’s very obvious that Nia glorifies along with her collective gore and the such.
DXM Abuse & Indoctrination
This is probably the most well known information on Nia due to how public she makes of it,
which is why I’ve left this at the bottom and this is the shortest section; as the other stuff I
believe is a lot more important. Nia is a regular abuser of the drug known as
Dextromethorphan (DXM). DXM is abused in high doses to experience euphoria and visual
and auditory hallucinations or “Robo-Tripping”. This is usually found in over the counter
cough syrup and cough pills. One quick look on her Twitter can easily show how much the
substance has influenced her through her art and music.
Some art.
More art.
Her giving DXM intake instructions.
Of course this is very well known with one look at her social media, you can look it up for
yourself, it’s very easy to find littered across her Twitter. It’s her choice to use such a
substance, however throughout this document she uses DXM as a way to justify her
suspicious and abusive behaviour. In addition, her influence as an artist has made her drive
people who’ve gotten close to her, to start abusing the drug as well on her official Discord
server. Everyone who would start to use and abuse DXM would be given the
REDLIXXXGHTS role. REDLIXXXGHTS role of course giving access to the
aforementioned Hell channel once you’ve “opened your eye” or some shit while
robo-tripping. The concerning thing though is one user who I’ve mentioned previously,
KHAOS was 17 when they first started to take DXM, and was given the REDLIXXXGHTS
role and access to all that blood, gore, and shock images. Again, I wish I had taken
screenshots while I was there.
Grooming [BLOOD WARNING]
Once again this section will be including blood and self-harm once more, so caution once
again proceeding onward. There have been multiple instances of minors, specifically 17 year
olds hanging around on her Discord server; as I’ve previously mentioned with one given the
REDLIXXXGHTS role and gaining access to the Hell channel filled with gore and shock
content. Nia herself is 23-25 IRL if I am not mistaken and the following includes screenshots
and another member in the server who was 17 at the time of communicating with her. Again
they would like to stay anonymous for safety reasons; and I do not condone their behaviour in
these screenshots. However me and them still believe it’s important to show her behaviour
and actions to the public.
A bit of a preface from them:
Nia starting to act sexually towards anon, as well educating them on DXM, the history and
it’s effects on the user.
More of her instructing them on how to “robo-trip” on DXM, informing them on where to get
them online. And later on after anon started to take DXM, once again, she sends photos of
fresh cuts on her arm.
The weirdest part is how she brags on how well her cuts are, and tells anon to “get some
sharp razors” and “get in there”, insinuating to anon to harm themselves more brutally like
how she does it. It’s honestly quite disturbing as once again, she’s 23-25 IRL and is
instructing a minor on taking DXM as well as instructing them to cut themselves in a way
more similar to herself.
Lolicon
One more thing to add is of Nia’s weird admiration of lolicon. An example being of her
emotes on her discord server. She has two emotes on the server named “Uooooooooohhh”.
This seems like nothing out of the ordinary as these are simply crying/sobbing emotes in the
server.
However searching up the term “Uooooooooohhh” reveals it to have ties to lolicon,
specifically associated with loli characters and the loudly crying emoji
😭
. More info can be
found on the Know Your Meme page for the phrase.
Here are some miscellaneous screenshots of her acting like a lolicon:
Conclusion
We don’t really have much else to add. Doing all of this was tiring and it sucks that so many
people had to be exposed to this kinda stuff in the first place, but hopefully putting this out
will keep more people away from Nia. The people who Nia surrounds herself with builds her
character; you can’t be friends with Nazis and then say you aren’t one. It goes without saying,
but Nia’s actions should not go unnoticed. From the fascist beliefs she, Kuro, and her friends
believe in. The rampant amount of times she, her boyfriend, and her friends have used the
N-Word. The glorification of self-harm and gore inside her server. And of course her abuse of
DXM and influencing others in abusing the drug as well. We do not want anyone else to go
through the abuse that we’ve endured from her and her friends. Please report her on all of her
social medias, we do not want her to have a platform. Thank you for taking the time to read
this all the way to the end, if you have and please share this.
